Jay came over tonight and I ended up crying because he was leaving my house. I really fucking miss the world here. I mean the first week is almost over and I’m already crying because I can’t be here. Summer is too much. I decided I’m not gonna go to Europe. It’s too much away time from here. Did I mention I probably am only feeling like this because I’m on my...
Freaking out about tomorrow. I’m sweating in bed.. I’m scared and nervous and not in the mood to be either of those due to my recent lack of sleep. I’m tired. He keeps coming back. Maybe because it’s summer. I don’t like this. And it will stop here because I am tired. Tired. That is all. Wish me luck tomorrow.