July 2011
K.
Emotional day. I feel like dying. I miss Andrew. I miss sleep. I miss being happy. Now I’m confuzzled and in a horrible rutt solely because of the actions that have occurred this week. I don’t enjoy being this distraught. I don’t enjoy being this emotional. I’m just tired of being me.
when somebody tries to talk to your crush
ratherdielaughing:
HAHA sf chick tho..
When she talks, I listen.
She’s in the shower,
and her skin glistens.
Like,...
– Dance Gavin Dance (via i-lost-you)
Seriously.
Considering no one knows me who follows me, I’d think it’s safe to say this on here.
Hooking up with guys, not even sex or anything, makes me feel like absolute shit. Almost everytime I hook up with someone, I go home, stand naked in my bathroom, look at my naked body, and I cry. The type of cry where tears gradually roll down my cheeks, sad, sullen. There’s a certain...
Nonstop.
I’ve been smoking. It feels weird. Jeff left me at roscoes for cigarettes. Don’t know why.
When I’m alone, all I think about is him. I need someone to always be with me. The train rides were so filled with him, this afternoon’s train ride was bullshit.
Where is Jeffrey..
Sometimes people use thought to not participate in life.
– Stephen Chbosky (The Perks of Being a Wallflower)